Lily’s Crossing
October 23rd, 2009Lily’s Crossing
By Patricia Reilly Giff
I was sixteen when I realized that words can have serious consequences. I had become a habitual liar, lying for no reason at all, just because I could. Looking back, I think it was my way of asserting my independence; I could tell my mom I was at Diane’s house when I was really at Heather’s, and there wasn’t a thing she could do about it. But I soon began to understand that those kinds of lies were shaping my character, and I wasn’t becoming the person I wanted to be. I wanted to be upstanding, forthright, and honorable. Sneaking around and telling pointless lies was moving me in the opposite direction.
Lily Mollahan learned that lesson at a much younger age than I did. In Patricia Reilly Giff’s book, Lily’s Crossing, Lily is an uncomfortable, awkward eleven. She’s not awkward because of her approaching adolescence, but because she isn’t sure where she fits in her own life. World War II is raging, her father has been sent overseas, her mother is dead, and her grandmother keeps a short enough leash on Lily to incur Lily’s resentment. So, Lily tells lies.
As an adult reader, my reaction to Lily’s lies that these aren’t lies at all; they’re stories. Lily is a reflection of Giff herself as a child, spending summers in Rockaway Beach during the war and telling stories to keep herself from worrying too much, so we can watch Lily blossoming into a writer of depth and emotional understanding much as Giff has done. But Lily is a child, and all children know that lying is wrong. Lily struggles with her imagination, her streak of rebellion and resentment, and the undercurrent of loneliness that flows beneath it all.
Then she meets Albert, a Hungarian refugee from the war staying with relatives at Rockaway Beach. Albert teases and challenges her, and Lily finds she has no defenses against someone like him. Before long the two have become fast friends, sharing their loneliness as well as their failures. And, sadly, each has experienced sins and faults in themselves and each other that endanger everything they have built together. Lily tells Albert a beautiful “lie,” designed to make him feel better and give him hope. But Albert believes in Lily too much, and in the end, Lily must rescue him from the danger she put him in in the first place.
Lily’s Crossing might refer to the perilous journey across the bay that Lily is forced to make. But like all good titles, it has a double meaning. Lily’s Crossing is the journey from self pity to self sacrifice, from fear to courage, from resentment to understanding, from shutting others out to letting them in. Through all those things, Lily crosses over from being a person even she doesn’t like, to being a person she can like and accept. It’s a journey we all have to take in our own ways, and Giff explores it beautifully and compassionately in this Newberry Honor Book. Anyone, young reader or adult, might see their own journey reflected in Lily’s.





